Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
things i have no trouble losing:
money
friends
cellphones
my mindthings i can’t lose:
weight
weight has never been an issue for me, not because i have always been skinny, but because i just dont give a shit.
if i wanna eat it, im gonna eat it. and then if i want more, i will take some goddamn more.
i never understood this concept of starving yourself and working yourself to death for a fit body. it was just something that i never desired.
but now,
now i get it. i mean, i dont get it. it is still crazy.
but i am on the bandwagon. i am working out, feeling guilty for eating. which is just ridiculous, i need to eat to stay alive, so why do i feel guilty for it?
i just, i really dont like what i am becoming. although society is telling me this is the way i should have been all along…
hurricane drunk || florence + the machine