My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-2-7) 
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growing up.
college.
detroit.
20.
these are the things that are happening in my life.
this is what i look like, if you care to know.
FORMSPRING.
FACEBOOK.
MYSPACE.
TWITTER.
LAST.FM
HOLLER.
YOUNG DRIFTER PANHANDLING | SAN FRANCISCO | APRIL 8, 2008.
his face shows fresh violence.
“you been sleeping ‘round here?” i ask, “gets kinda dangerous; lotta kids getting beat up.”
‘yep” he says, “but i’m dangerous too.”
he’s close with the scumfucks. so he does pretty good. his name is “stephen”, but they call him “savage demon” (kin to “savage stephen”).
“‘savage’ cause i hurt people.”
me, i’m not so sure.
was born in virginia, but is from oregon. his mom’s there. his dad’s in vegas.
“they’re fucks; but i love them”
there’s native american in him. he’s proud of that. he’s the only one of his family with any darkness in his skin to show for it.
been on his own since he was 14. five years now. gets around by hopping trains. mostly on the west coast; “up, down and back again.” but wants to get to new york this time; never been. figures it will take him a few months.
spends time with his aunt when he needs his “solitude.” she has some land in oregon. been having trouble with folks since her husband died; so he patrols the property with a shotgun.
but she has cancer and won’t last so long.
“she cried when i left…” his thoughts trail…
“but she knows my heart’s in movin.”
the future is looming over me, ready to crush me, eat me alive
the past is trailing behind me, filled with regret, mistakes, spilled messes and hasty cleanups
but the present.
the present is good.
so simple and so pleasant.
and for once in my life, im learning how to enjoy what i have, and forget about what is lurking around the corner.
it’s a damn good feeling.
damn good.
@2 days ago with 2 notestaste of cigarettes and sushi,
the dwindling sounds of a bad joke and genuine laughter,
and the two girls who complete me.
@3 days ago with 2 notes